but sigh sigh the coming semester seems like quite a challenge. first day back at school, and already i feel like i'm drowning. not in work. but just the general feel. it's so weird being in a new cbl group ): ): ): everyone's so eloquent and i'm being my usual anti-social and quiet self sigh. but luckily there's sl with me. if i didn't know anyone at all, i think i'd be quite petrified. and frankly, even though i fight/bicker alot with sl in person, i think he's a much better friend than i give him credit for haha. this is going to be an interesting semester. i just hope i find my voice in class ):

after 3 weeks of letting my brain go to rot, i'm trying my best to get back into the mood for studying. 3 weeks has really made me lose my groove and rhythm. need to get used to doing household chores / cooking / studying / balancing my own life all over again. everything seems like an easy distraction to me now ): but then again, my room was always not the most conducive place for me to study :p i was always crashing either the village or toy's house to be the most efficient. terrible. i need positive pressure. someone be my study buddy please.

誰かが助けてくれない？めちゃシンドイねん。