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Thursday, June 11, 2009

Maybe this is it. Maybe this is goodbye as we know it. Maybe this is God's answer to all my doubts. Time to let go; time to say goodbye; time to learn how to fly away; time to learn how to stop chasing foolishly after futile things.

Enough hiding from the world; enough hiding from everyone around me. Enough rest and now I'm recharged. time to face the world again (: time to smile and face the new day.

The problem came about I suppose, when I started chasing after what I wanted instead of seeking what He wanted. And now looking back, I can see just how foolish that was. The things I did, and how easily I put myself out there. But this is it. The turning point where my mind's been set, no turning back.

I love you mummy and daddy for everything, and especially for what you've said in the past 2 days. I know I'll always have a place I belong back home. Can't wait to see you guys again. Literally started tearing over our skype conversation.

Bye bye moody days. Bye bye unhappy thoughts. Bye bye unnecessary emotional baggages. They're all going out the door.

As for the final dilemma, I'll give myself one last night to think about it. And when tomorrow comes, I'll make my choice.

That's all for now.


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