向左向右向前看#爱要拐几个弯才来

Thursday, May 21, 2009

"This is the day the Lord has made; let us rejoice and be glad in it." - Psalm 118:24

"But seek first his kingdom and his righteousness, and all these things will be given to you as well. Therefore do not worry about tomorrow, for tomorrow will worry about itself. Each day has enough trouble of its own." - Matthew 6:33-34

算了吧。还是同样的想法。只能說…下輩子吧。
有时真的搞不懂自己在做什么。不知为什么还是那么傻，飞蛾扑火般地把自己卷入那么复杂的情景。

but. enough of that. enough of people saying what they don't mean; enough of people betraying your trust; enough of having expectations of people and then being disappointed when they fall short. because after all, we're all just human. i'm pretty sure i fall short most of the time too.

and because i think that for one who's found happiness, you should know better than to mess around with the private stuff i tell you and then just go spilling them out to other people without first asking me. shouldn't you have understood from my point of view? and then for the other one, shouldn't you feel happy for the one who's found happiness instead of finding fault with her choices all the time? and in the mean time, stop trying to force happiness on the other one, who's now still trying to find her place in the world, and just trust that happiness can only be found when she finds it with her own heart.

i didn't like it today, when he laughed at something i was taking very seriously. but then again, that's just me being oversensitive.

oh but you know what? i should stop lagging in my studies. and push aside feelings for the time being.

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