Thursday, May 14, 2009
今以上を欲しがるあたしは違いますか？求めるよりも与えろと諭すのですか？
then again, not over-thinking is the best philosophy when such things are involved. i miss having my older sister giving me advice / sharing her views on life. What's meant to be will eventually be, and what's not meant to be will never be even if forced. So. Oh well.
i'll be so glad when tmr is over. it's been such a long week... but little things happened that made me quite (: despite it being packed and long and tiring.
but anyway nice stuff came for me in the mail today (:
i had a strange urge to play X Japan ballads (in particular "endless rain") on the piano today. but no piano. nvm maybe that's a good thing. X Japan songs are too emo.
haha oh! and there was yet another fire evacuation again. :/ when i was sleeping. and so not dressed for the cold outside. was very grumpy, so thanks for answering the phone to listen to me complain (: haha i was half asleep and cold, and whiny. not a good combination, so thanks for bearing with my complaining. i'm really guilty for making people tolerate such nonsense. for an anti-social person, it's strange how much i rely on the people around me. and perhaps it's the fear of being so dependent on others that makes me want to be anti-social. haha talked to _________ about this before i think, though we never did finish the conversation. it's a terrible paradox. it's like the idealist and the realist in me can't come to a compromise. the sad thing is, i think only people who have been hurt before think this way. i envy my brother. he's so trusting and open, and generally very sociable. which is good.
sighhh. still have to prepare for my case presentation.
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