Tuesday, April 07, 2009
i wonder which feels worse:
saying something and then wishing you hadn't, or not saying anything and wishing you had. the first takes guts. and i am a coward. therefore, i shall stick with the second.
anyway. i am drowning in readings from um. all over? i don't really know what i'm reading. gg. now is the time to wonder why i didn't take bio. i have mr soh to thank for that. he and his friend mr orange. i will NEVER forget. (though it's been let's see. 5 years?) oh and his diffusion lesson was pretty epic too, i think. the smell of his cologne... *shudders* and so was his posterior act when he climbed onto the teacher's table in the science lab. those were like my only memories of bio lessons. which says a lot, ironically. i'll admit, he proved to be a nice person in the band trip to japan, but uh. bio lessons? i didn't learn much.
okay why the heck am i blogging? because i am at my wit's end. *applause*... and omg how many ppl exactly did i tell my "bottom feeder" story to. and my "happy birthday" story as well. terrible.
bleh. i miss having something huge and soft to hug. [squishy, i miss you ): ): why are you in singapore in my bedroom?]
i am such a strange person with weird idiosyncrasies. i wonder how people put up with me. but it's a good thing they do. i can't survive without other people (which is strange since i'm kind of anti-social and i take VERY long to want to open up to new people, so i think it's quite a feat that i have actually made friends i consider close in erm 6 weeks?) ... i think i'm clingy, whiny, and just. really strange. but. i suppose that makes me unique :D
oh no. i sound high. must be my chocolates. okay okay. NO MORE CHOCOLATES. and back to work.
one last thing, i miss many ppl now, esp mummy, daddy, abby, hunzy, gek, mink, my sb, emmtan, minggy ...
and yes. back to work. 我今晚不能睡了。太多东西做。i only have my efficiency to blame. what is wrong with me? like seriously. i think i've become more and more stupid after coming here. ):
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