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Monday, April 06, 2009

i wonder if my appetite has shrunk for good. i feel full after eating half a pack of rice and vegetables. :/ and like my jeans are seriously a lot looser than they used to be. i suppose i should be rejoicing. i always wanted to lose weight but never got down to doing it. and now that i have actually lost weight (i presume.. i don't have a bathroom scale), i start wondering if my psychogenic stress is getting to me. haha i really am never satisfied am i? but yes it's nice to have ppl who keep trying to get me to eat. like mich and shinloong, and mannshing who offers me her food :) thanks guys.

in other words, today was okay. i think i'm beginning to get a grip on myself.

though i must admit, even though i know too much of anything (even a good thing) is bad, i can't quite be obedient to my thoughts, and i find that i become all 甘えんぼうwith regards to.... :/

素直じゃないあたしは
どうしようもなく　今　甘えんぼ

random bit of interesting info though, derrick has the same birthday as my dad, toy has the same birthday as my mum. haha they can be my makeshift mummy and daddy. and shinloong is (un)fortunately not related. hahaha okay nvm. why am i amused by such strange things.

but this is a good sign! i am blogging about things that made me (: instead of just emo things.

bleh. i need to start mugging. i miss my deans list place. made me feel like my efforts paid off. here, i constantly feel behind and slow. i'm happy to be here though. it's just that i want to make it all worthwhile.


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