Friday, February 13, 2009
昨日のコンサートへ行ってよかった。とても感動した。そして、泣きました。there were stories about her life that she shared, that really struck a chord within my own heart. seriously, i was like blinking back tears during some of the songs.
perhaps this is, after all coming back to the basis of what love really is. God is love, and His love is the most precious of all. I'm guilty of forgetting this a lot of the time. I take shaky, unstable steps, but I know He's steady and unchanging, and i guess that's enough for me.
anyway. i'm deeply frustrated now. like URGHHHHH. what am i supposed to do or say? i really don't know how to put this across but srsly. ARGHHHHHHHH. why does this have to be so hard?! i think working with people is fundamentally a problem in itself. i just feel so anguished. ARGH.
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Tuesday, February 10, 2009
hey, mr curiosity, is it true what they've been saying about you
are you killing me
you took care of the cat already
and for those who think it's heavy
is it the truth, or is it only gossip
call it mystery or anything
just as long as you'd call me
i sent the message on did you get it when I left it
see this catastrophic event
it wasn't meant to mean no harm
but to think there's nothing wrong is a problem
i'm looking for love this time
sounding hopeful but it's making me cry
love is a mystery
mr curious...
come back to me
mr-waiting-ever-patient can't you see
that I'm the same the way you left me
in a hurry to spell check me
and I'm underlined already in envy green and pencil red
and I've forgotten what you've said
will you stop working for the dead and return
mr curious well I need some inspiration
it's my birthday and I cannot find no cause for celebration
the scenario is grave but I'll be braver when you save me
from this situation laden with hearsay
i'm looking for love this time
sounding hopeful but it's making me cry
and love is a mystery
mr Curiosity
be mr please-do-come-and-find-me, oh
Find, find me, find me
I'm looking for love this time
sounding hopeful but it's making me cry
trying not to ask why cos love is a mystery
mr curiosity be mr please-do-come-and-find-me
love is blinding when the timing's never right
oh who am I to beg for difference
finding love in just an instant
well I dont mind, at least I've tried
and I tried, I tried...
- Jason Mraz (Mr Curiosity)
i just wish i wouldn't feel so miserable listening to this song. i'm tired emotionally and mentally. i wish people would stop being so judgmental. i wish i would stop being judgmental (on others, as well as myself). i wonder why people can't just love. there always has to be an excuse. i wonder if friendships are really as firm as they make it out to be. i haven't been angsty for really long, i hope the moodiness doesn't last.
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