向左向右向前看#爱要拐几个弯才来

Sunday, November 30, 2008

i think the whole "picking up the pieces where we left off" thing is near impossible. relationships are very funny things. once broken, they can never quite come back to what used to be. it's quite hard to pick up the threads and try to connect them again. i sometimes wonder if i made the right choice then. i really really do miss those days so much. i think those were some of the happiest days of my life. if i had a time-machine, i guess i'd want to go back to 4 years before: when i was 15. being sec three was really really a blast. so many things happened that year that i still wish i could relive. thinking about it, sec 4 wasn't too bad a year too. it's so strange to suddenly have such strong feelings of nostalgia. but perhaps it's the realization that things have changed, people too, and that i took a different path from them then, and turned back only to find that they've moved on too. i wish i could go back in time and hang on to them for just a little longer.

reading old emails we sent each other makes me want to cry. it makes me wonder how people so close can suddenly be separated by so much.

i'm really tired. i realise everytime i feel tired i started thinking of them and then i start thinking of all the times we shared, staying up to talk to each other for the whole night. we'd spend hours emailing and chatting on MSN.

sigh i think i should distracting myself.

It's the state of bliss you think you're dreaming
It's the happiness inside that you're feeling
It's so beautiful it makes you wanna cry

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