向左向右向前看#爱要拐几个弯才来

Monday, August 18, 2008

so at the end of the day, there's no one you can truly trust in this world, not even the ones closest to you. Is that it? Is that all there is to life?

I know that when God doesn't answer my prayers it's not because He doesn't care. And that there must be some reason for such suffering even if I can't see it now. But I can't help asking, "Why now, Lord? Why does all this have to happen now?"

I really feel as though I'm on the brink of something. One slight push might really send me plummeting down, down into that dark abyss of whatever lies down there. I simply don't care anymore.

How does one hope when there seems to be none left in this world? How does one cling on to faith when all else fails? Is there anyone out there who even cares?

And at the end of the day, will You be there to catch me when I fall, Lord?

The one thing I ask of the Lord—
the thing I seek most—
is to live in the house of the Lord all the days of my life,
delighting in the Lord’s perfections
and meditating in his Temple.
For he will conceal me there when troubles come;
he will hide me in his sanctuary.
He will place me out of reach on a high rock.
...Hear me as I pray, O Lord.
Be merciful and answer me!
My heart has heard you say, “Come and talk with me.”
And my heart responds, “Lord, I am coming.”
Do not turn your back on me.
Do not reject your servant in anger.
You have always been my helper.
Don’t leave me now; don’t abandon me,
O God of my salvation!
Even if my father and mother abandon me,
the Lord will hold me close.
- Psalm 27:4-5, 7-10

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