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Monday, March 24, 2008

i'm feeling quite scared. of things to come, of things that are happening. i guess i just don't like change very much.

anyway i was going through some of the ancient e-mails in my inbox.. and it suddenly just hit me that i barely know them anymore. was i foolish then, to believe that those days would carry on forever? how we'd spend hours talking and sending SMSes to each other, irregardless of time differences; how we'd dream of the day when we could fly halfway round the world to meet each other... perhaps we were all just lonely people needing something/someone to cling to before we plunged back into reality. and now that we've each gone our own way back into reality, there's no more turning back and no more returning to how we used to be. how tragic - familiar sights now seem so foreign.

but i guess i shouldn't be complaining. i am surrounded by people i love to bits and i'm really thankful for that. i don't think i show my gratitude enough, but i really really do feel that i'm blessed. (: so for now, that's enough.

ダメなのか思うけどやっぱり好きやねん


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