Tuesday, February 26, 2008
i'm feeling lonely ): sighh and when xinlei quits at the end of the month (which happens to be in a few days time), i think i'm going to be even lonelier. i don't know why, but i just feel really blue today. won't someone come and make me feel better? ): oh whatever. i won't count on it.
anyway this song was stuck in my head for the whole of today:
まもりたい / 大倉忠義
遠くはなれていても 思いはつながってるよ
僕の未来にはいつも 君がいるから
僕の強がりなとこも 素直になれないとこも
黙って愛してくれる君を 離したくない 永久に
あの空へ いつかいくよ 星が待ってる
その時が来るまで一緒にいて欲しい
ありがとう 何度でも言うよ
あぁもっと 抱きしめたいよ 僕の胸で
君が悲しくなってても これしかできないよ
まもりたい 何もかも失くしてでも
君の泣き虫なとこも さみしがりやなとこも
愛しいく思ってしまういつも 隣にいたい 永久に
あの空が 遠くなるよ 時が流れて
色あせてしまっても 涙が出なくても
忘れない 思い出をずっと
あぁもっと 抱きしめたいよ その向こうが
もしも暗くてかすんでても 絶望が待ってても
まもりたい 何もかも失くしてでも
不安になる時 道が見えなくなる時は
あのぬくもり 思い出す
いつまでも 君だけを アイシテル
あの空へ いつかいくよ 星が待ってる
その時が来るまで 一緒にいてほしい
ありがとう 何度でも言うよ
あぁもっと 抱きしめたいよ 僕の胸で
君が 悲しくなってても これしかできないよ
まもりたい 何もかも失くしてでも
can't resist adding a *sigh* here. this is seriously one of the sweetest songs i've ever heard. haha why are people capable of arranging words in such beautiful and poetic ways? i wish i could write lyrics like that too.
i still feel sad. urghhhh. what is wrong with me. :( :( :( :( i need to find some peace of mind.
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Friday, February 22, 2008
わたし鏡 / 安田章大あなたに愛言葉届くかな？ 思い浮かべてわたし照れ笑い遠く離れた街にいるあなただから逢えない夜はお月様眺めて胸にいっぱいに 強く おまじないするの 逢いたいよって赤い糸舞い降りてきて 小指に巻き付けてみるのわたし逢えない毎日で募る愛と逢えたトキの嬉しすぎる愛を今宵も感じ鼻歌交じりで帰る月夜 ヒトリ道I for youヒトリで弱ってやな想像ばかりしちゃって不安になるのも事実なの愛を確かめたくて 夜中に電話したねそんなわたしを受話器ごしに優しく抱いてくれた瞳涙零れてくわたし辛くて溜まって流した涙と幸せ溢れて零れた涙を今宵も感じ鼻歌混じりで話す月夜 ヒトリ部屋I miss you照らし出された月夜道二人だけが歩ける道辿り着けるかな？ 待っててくれるかな？早る想い足音に乗せて奏でるわ悲しみ隠して無理した笑顔と喜び素直に見せた笑顔を今宵も感じ華色混じりで眠る月夜逢えない毎日で募る愛と逢えたトキの嬉しすぎる愛を今宵も感じ鼻歌交じりで帰る月夜逢いたいトキ会うのが 全てじゃなくて幸せ 、辛さ背中合わせの一線違いであって絶妙なバランス保てるたった今わたしとあなたワガママだけど。。。。。。はよ逢いたいi almost cried when i heard this song. the lyrics are simply beautiful. <3
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Monday, February 18, 2008
yayy we finally settled mink and gek's birthday stuff (: i really <3333
reposted at 8.32pm, 19th feb :P
all alright. now that i'm back home and feeling clean and in a considerably much better mood, i suppose i'll redo the whole entry all over again.
haha on sat, gek, mink and i went out so we could finally give mink her (very belated) birthday treat and also pass gek her belated birthday present. (: i really really enjoyed myself. and oh well words will not do this justice so i won't bother trying to put this all down into words. but i really do <3 the 2 of you.
so yes we finally brought mingsee out to watch her beloved johnnydepp in sweeney todd. frankly i wasn't all too keen cos i don't really enjoy scary and gory movies much. but in the end the movie was better than i expected. i closed my eyes and covered my eyes throughout all the killing scenes LOL so i missed about 1/3 of the movie? oh well but the plot was actually quite sad. i felt so bad for todd. especially since he could have had such a simple and happy life if the evil judge hadn't come into the picture. sigh.
oh and the swensens meal after the movie was really good too (:
idk but i really want to have this memory locked away and although i know the essence will proably be lost over time, i still want to preserve some form of it.
thinking about the future makes me feel uneasy. so for now, i'll concentrate on the present. i'm quite satisfied with life now, even with the future being so uncertain. but for now, i can honestly say that i'm happy with the way things are.
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Friday, February 15, 2008
working is quite a new experience altogether. i have only been working for about 1 month exactly and yet i feel like i've been through so much. =/
anyway today was kind of strange. i had a dream last night that xinlei asked if i wanted to eat at the prata house for lunch. and today, she did. o_O i was like woah. deja vu. haha i'm really glad to have made a new friend at work though. at least there's someone who knows what you're going through, from the same point of view.
yet at the same time, i'm really thankful to still be able to keep in touch with most of the people who matter to me. i wonder if i'm doing enough to let those people know how much they mean to me. but i've always not been very eloquent. or flamboyant. neither am i much of a sensationalist. so i have no idea what it takes to show just how much i care.
on a random note, i'm quite sure that
that is what i want out of my life. but then everything is hanging precariously on a very thin and breakable thread. why do i feel like my life (at the moment) is so uncertain and full of doubts. i need answers. but at the same time ...
i'm afraid of change .___.
for you, a thousand times over.i wanna watch kite runner.
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