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Thursday, February 15, 2007

was feeling quite sad today cos i felt left out and kept in the dark. i wish either one of you would tell me what was going on. it's when i dont know about people that i care about, that i worry and feel bad. but sigh whatever. i don't even know why that's affecting me so much. maybe it's cos i'm scared of losing you.

yup got kinda anti-social and emo during break. so i decided to talk to Jesus. and write him a letter. and i'd expected it to be a mere short note to tell him how sad i was feeling. but when i actually started, it actually took up my whole recess. it was good just pouring out everything i was feeling; everything i was stressed about. and it really really helped. just knowing that He cares, and that He forgives me and that He loves me so much. I felt so much better instantly. it's amazing. I think no one can really touch my heart like God does. I feel loved. (:

but yea anyway thank God for mingsee haha. she always makes my four-year-old split personality surface when i talk to her... I'm really quite scared of growing up and life after JC... cos I'm scared of being separated from the friends I've gradually become dependent on. I'm scared of new environments. and i'm scared of the responsibilities that come with growing up. But i really do want to just entrust it all to God and trust Him. (: i feel considerably better about everything, knowing God will take care of it all.


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