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Thursday, February 08, 2007

[edit] oh yea random thought just came back into my head. i thought it was quite unethical/not-very-nice of X to tell on Y. it felt as though Y was being backstabbed by X. people are scary. and the world is such a complicated place. my goodness. is this really a junior college that i'm at? this is like some kind of sick joke where i'm forced to revisit kindergarten and like watch all the little kids run to the teachers to tell on their playmates e.g. "so-and-so took my cookie" or "so-and-so pulled my hair", etc etc and getting so-and-so into trouble. i seriously felt so bad for Y. [/edit]

i've always wondered what it would be like to live life without having to be answerable to anyone; what kind of life it'd be: stress-free? carefree? meaningless? i've finally found the answer, in a not so pleasant way. cos i guess if he'd had someone to be answerable to, he wouldn't be living the life he is now. but it's sad cos he didn't choose to not have anyone to be answerable to. somehow with all the unexpected events life brings, he just ended up where he is right now. and I really pray that somehow in those circumstances, he will grow up to be the boy i know he truly is. I have faith in him, I really do.

anyway i sometimes wonder how much i actually mean to other people, especially if they mean alot to me. i know love is not about demanding an equal place in someone's heart, but i guess sometimes i do feel jealous/insecure. it's something that i'll have to keep praying about i guess.

in other words, I miss you and wonder if you miss me too.

sigh i think i'm being a little emo tonight :| oh well at least the crazy week is over >.<
talking to God helps though . for I am weak, but He is strong. and He is faithful even when I am not. SV worship today was really good. I wonder how worship and services are like at actual church services. I'd really love to be able to go for one. (: but God has perfect timing. Will wait for Him to bring me.


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