Thursday, November 16, 2006
haha i'll be off to cambodia tmr... for 17 days. be back on the 3rd of Dec. flying off again to Japan in the last week of Dec. fun (: i love travelling!
probably wont be updating here till next year.... if i actually do feel like blogging next year that is. blogging has lost it's purpose for me. it just doesn't give me the feeling it used to give me. but oh well. we'll see next year. till then, see ya folks :)
oh and have a blessed year-end holiday ahead of you guys ^o^
ではね。
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Sunday, November 12, 2006
The day I left home I knew I’d broken His heart
And I wondered then if things could ever be the same
Then one night I remembered His love for me
And down that dusty road ahead I could see
It was the only time
It was the only time I ever saw Him run
And then He ran to me, took me in His arms
Held my head to His chest
Said, “My son’s come home again”
Lifted my face, wiped the tears from my eyes
With forgiveness in His voice
He said,”Son,do you know I still love you?”
He caught me by surprise and brought me to my knees
When God ran, I saw Him run to me.
-extract from "When God ran"
saw those lyrics on his blog and they brought tears to my eyes. how many times am I gonna have to break His heart again just to learn that each time I drift away, I hurt Him?
King of kings, mighty Lord, You deserve so much more from me. please Lord, humble me and draw me close to you. Lord help me to mean what I pray... and Lord help me to do what You want me to do. Father, You alone know my heart... Help me to examine it and to come before You clean and pure. Help me to rid myself of all the baggage still cluttered around my heart. All this I ask of You in Your most precious name... Amen. you know what hurts me the most? when you say all those things and not know what you're talking about at all. why won't you ever give Him a chance for once? nevermind. i trust for His will to be done in His perfect time.
i miss Ane. was text messaging her the other day and it reminded me of all the crazy times we had. even though we only knew each other online, somehow i felt that we could speak to each other as though we were really bosom friends who had known each other for quite some time. i miss Mali too. all the crazy fangirling. haha non-stop entertainment. i don't know why i'm suddenly so nostalgic. these memories never do actually go away, do they? they just pretend to fade away and resurface at the strangest possible times. hah. one day i really want to go to Norway and visit them... (:
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Wednesday, November 08, 2006
today, i found this photo of snowy... made me cry. goodbye forever Snowy. I'll miss you.
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Sunday, November 05, 2006
sigh i've been spending the past few days without much activity thanks to my cramps and my headache. gah my cramps are really killing me. thank goodness i wasn't suffering from cramps during chem SPA skill A. hmm anyway i went out with sze min to watch 'the prestige' (yes again) after chem SPA. and i loved it as much as i did when i first watched it. it's really such a good movie. the whole dark plot thing and frequent plot twist and jumps in chronological order XD hah i think the director is really good.
oh well. they've
BOTH watched 'Death Note 2: The Last Name' already. *whines*. urayamashii. and they both cleverly told me about the plot even though they know that i
don't like spoilers. *whines again*. hah but oh well at least from what i heard, it proves sze min's point right: raito is really quite a self-absorbed egomaniac. i don't see why everyone likes him. i mean yeah, at first when he started out, i suppose he did have good intentions. but still. he got corrupted in the end and became quite heartless. urgh why does everyone tell me the manga is better than the movies? hm i want to read the manga soon. haha any kind soul wants to lend me the books? [:P and no, kei-chan i'm
not borrowing yours. my japanese isn't that good yet. ]
oh wells. i really need to start writing christmas cards since i've got tons of people to send x'mas cards to. (: already completed TK's... one down, twelve more to go. and that's just my overseas friends. hah i should send cards or at least little notes to lots more people who've been really sweet and lovable this year. (: so yes. time to get up and start doing something productive. (: wheee.
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