Wednesday, October 11, 2006
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sigh at times i wonder if everything was just one big mistake. but it's a little late for regrets now. like haha the year is almost over mable!!! wake up!! sometimes i'd really like to ask God "whyy?" but yup i know I must trust and have faith that He is in control somehow. What lies in the future; what i wanna do after JC... I know that He has it all planned out. And I've made so many mistakes before by not trusting Him. So this time round, I'm just gonna relax and take things easy, trusting that He is in control and will definitely lead me through. (: and wheee today I made a promise to God.
anyways i've finally finished watching the kim san soon tv serial. it was really realistic and not at all cliched. and yea there were really moments that made me cry while the funny bits were really quite ... -_-;; haha. getting hooked on tv serials once in awhile is quite nice. but i shouldn't over do it. (: it might just become an obsession like my crazy obsession over johnnys last year lol and the week so far has really been quite enjoyable:D
- PW oral presentation was actually alot better than i expected. my group rox la :D everyone was so pro and mag made such lovely slides that the teacher was impressed (: i really thank God that throughout the whole course of the project our group didnt really face any major problems or any times where we got into arguments and everything. it's really something I'm grateful for.. and yea it has really been fun working with such responsible and fun people. (:
- and during econs tutorial mr.teo let us watch friends... though i didnt really enjoy it, i must admit it was quite nice to have a break from usual lessons. and yea some parts were quite funny in a very =____= way.
- ooh and we got to watch quite cool videos for chemistry. especially CSI :):) haha that used to be one of my favourite shows on tv. like in sec 2 or something. haha so long ago!! i miss being sec 2.
- i'm starting to be abit less anti-social again. had quite alot of fun talking to people and getting to know them more.. i dunno it feels nice to laugh over the same things, talk about the same things, and sometimes just feel like a part of something. maybe it's the desire each and everyone of us has to feel accepted? i guess i still miss the way things used to be. but time goes on and eventually i need to learn to face up to reality.
- oh and i'm so ambivalent. i need to make a stand.
oh wells. getting back the papers next mon. quite nervous/worried/apprehensive. and promos results aside, i have so many things going through my mind. i dont really know how to talk to anyone about it. but yup Jesus knows my heart. i think i need some serious tawg (time alone with God) and let Him help me to sort out my feelings. alrite. i guess i'll end off here
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