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Wednesday, August 02, 2006

at times i'd get so jealous of people with no PO and people allowed to go to church and be active in church and people with parents to lead them in their daily walk with Him. but then i know it's wrong to feel this way. cos there must be a reason He placed me in this family. and i know He's already working in their lives..

oh well. i haven't been in a very good mood for the past few days. sigh. i'm a lousy friend/sister, yes i know. but i just don't know how to say "i'm sorry". it's just TWO WORDS but it seems so hard to say them. and i have no idea how to make ammends. at times like these, i really don't know what to feel. inside of me, i have a dozen emotions fighting for dominance. (guilt? sadness? frustration? i don't know.)

but yesterday when visiting denise's blog, i chanced upon this youtube video with clips from passion of the christ and this song by third day called 'love song' in the background and then all the tears just came. the value of His sacrifice rehit me and then i couldn't stop crying. yes.. He loves me despite the filth and dirt i was in before He found me. thankyou Lord. thankyou for your sacrifice and promise.

and here are the lyrics...

Love Song by Third Day
I've heard it said that a man would climb a mountain
Just to be with the one he loves
How many times has he broken that promise
It has never been done.
I've never climbed the highest mountain
But I walked the hill of calvary

Just to be with you, I'll do anything
There's no price I would not pay
Just to be with you, I'll give anything
I would give my life away.

I've heard it said that a man would swim the ocean
Just to be with the one he loves
All of those dreams are an empty emotion
It can never be done
I've never swam the deepest ocean
But I walked upon the raging sea

I know that you don't understand
the fullness of My love
How I died upon the cross for your sins
And I know that you don't realise
how much that I'd give you
But I promise, I would do it all again.

Just to be with you, I've done everything
There's no price I did not pay
Just to be with you, I gave everything
Yes, I gave my life away.


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