me
# mable
# loves God
# loves hot chocolate on cold days
# loves you!
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I'm feeling really tired (physically, emotionally, mentally).. not really a good start to the week huh. was feeling sick all weekend. and i guess i've drifted away again from the things that are truly important. I guess sometimes it's just difficult to trust that the weaknesses in me will be stripped away by the power of His love; and that He will make a way for me when there seems to be no way. I'm ashamed of being so unfaithful. but it's hard. when things have left me at exhaustion point. I feel like the momentum in my life sizzled out, like there's no direction left. I feel like a thistle being blown about like the wind. and it's so hard to lead when I feel like I'm lost myself. I guess I just have to learn to let go of stuff so I can hold on to more important things; let go of all these unhappy events that's been attacking me one after another.