Sigh I keep having second thoughts about everything and getting confused. But I know Daddy knows best and Daddy's will will be done. (: In any case, I'm so very blessed to have so many wonderful friends. Firstly there's Gek who's really sweet and caring and I really really love talking to her and squeeing over Toro and Teppei (I insist, they do look alike :D) ... And then there's Chenggong, Jian Liang and Weiyi, and I really love you guys (: Especially when we sit around and talk crap like big T and T square and how T cube has no solutions (: And when we discuss more serious stuff too. haha I guess I only saw how true it was that when God closes the door, He opens a window, after going through quite alot of stuff with you guys. (: And then there's the rest of my lovely class 6S... everyone's really fun to talk to and friendly. Even though we haven't had much class outings yet but yes. I really like the class alot. Perhaps I should show it more? Hmmm. There's tons of people I miss too. Tons of people I don't get to see much ever since JC life started. like Smint.... today, while walking home from the bus stop, I suddenly felt a great rush of nostalgia coming at me. And i realised how much i miss rg. I never realised it while I was there, but I miss that sense of belonging... and I miss how close we used to be. but moving apart is an inevitable part of life I guess. Maybe it's because everything is unstable and fragile, that we come to treasure each day.

ahhh i realise that I think alot when I walk home from the busstop. blah. oh well. amazingly, I got past the interviews. considering how i started talking before thinking and realising after the whole chunk of stuff that i didnt know what i was talking about. sigh sigh sigh. i don't know what to think. =/ nvm i should go do QT. It'll definitely help. =)

On another note, next monday is a HOLIDAY! (: I realise I keep counting down to holidays. aiyo. hope daddy will take us out for lunch or dinner? i love it when the family spends time together. i love being able to sleep in and not have to be awoken by the jarring sound of my handphone alarm-clock-thing beeping by my bed. i love it when i get to slack around at home. in short, i love holidays.

hahaha anyway i just found cause to celebrate. i haven't PMS-ed since the posef incident :D haha it probably wasnt that long ago though. BUT it still feels like a long time =) and yayy! i haven't had mood swings since then :D hehehe poor posef is still wary of me though. that day during lunch he came up to me very solemly and asked "are you angsting?" ...... just because i was sitting at a table isolated frm the class. hahahha. i was like "huh? no?" and i started laughing like nuts. i think i must be going nuts haha.

haha no matter how lost i feel, I know that my life is in You Lord. so I will breathe, let go, and trust in YOU :)