Thursday, February 02, 2006
today, it (my heart) broke and shattered into a million zillion tiny pieces. and nobody even noticed that it did. perhaps that's how insignificant it is to them. oh well. if you cared abit more about me and a little less about you, perhaps you would have noticed.
but nevermind. it doesn't matter to me anymore. i lied. it still hurts me deep inside. And i see it now: there's beauty in the breakdown; beauty in letting go of what was never mine in the first place. I guess some things are just better left untouched. but what happened, has already happened and there's no point wishing it hadn't happened.
oh well. anyway chenggong is so nice (: she walked me to the overheadbridge even though she still had stuff to do in school. and yea she was really patient with me cos i kept flooding her with my incessant whining over stupid things today. and lol gek please come online soon. so i can tell you why it shattered into tiny pieces today. oh and wz! if you're reading this, please come on msn too... or SMS me or something. need to talk to you as well.
and yes i'm annoyed. with many things. i just get very annoyed when people think they know so much about you when they don't. it's annoying when they assume so many things when none of their assumptions are even true. and i also get very annoyed when people pangseh me at the last minute. to you it may be a small thing. but still. i still consider it a form of cheating me of my time and feelings. whatever. i don't know why such trivial things are annoying me so much. guess I'm PMSing.
on a lighter note, my dad is highly amused by the econs song (the hokkien one). more highly amused than me, that's for sure. he made me repeat it twice for him to hear while he laughed through the whole thing o__o;; oh wells. he's bringing the whole family out on saturday nite to watch "fearless" cos it's Jet li's last kungfu movie or something. hmmm. i don't know if it's gonna be nice. but i'm just glad to have more family time together.
oh wells. shall end off here.
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