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Tuesday, February 21, 2006

today was a bad day. ok maybe it wasn't the worst it could get, but yes. still a bad day. i realised how stupid i've been. -__- gor links my blog. so uh, alot of ppl actually have had access to read what i've been typing. oh well. so now i know, this place isn't as private as i thought it was.

but yea anyway, to cut a long story short, i should expect less of people and people should expect less of me. that way, people stop hurting me and i stop hurting people. cos it's true anyway. nobody's perfect. so ppl should stop expecting me to be. but well, you acheived what you wanted. you made me feel invisible and insignificant today. congratulations.

ok maybe i'm just being moody cos i'm PMS-ing. but seriously, i feel a lack of direction in my life. life is as boring as it can get. i haven't done ANYTHING risky for ages it seems. i miss climbing onto the rg roof. i miss climbing up to that weird platform behind the stage. i miss doing all these dangerous things.

Just to feel the danger
I wanna scream
It makes me feel alive

Is it enough to love?
Is it enough to breath?
...

To walk within the lines
Would make my life so boring
I want to know that I
Have been to the extreme
So knock me off my feet
Come on now give it to me
Anything to make me feel alive

ok maybe i should stop listening to avril lavigne. she makes me angsty haha. on days like these, i should stop thinking so much and turn back to God.

When the oceans rise and thunders roar, I will soar with you above the storm. Father you are king over the flood, I will be still and know you are God.


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